Title: Don't Say It
Author: Larry P
Author's Notes: Writing to the song I Want Love by: Sir Elton John/Bernie Taupin

How can three little words like 'I Love You' cause me so much trouble. I have said the same three words several times, but every time I do my life changes for the worst. It all seemed to go smoothly at first, but something happened to it and everything would turn to crap. So now I plan to go to the one person I know I can trust not to say those three words.

"What brings you here, Whelp?" you ask as I enter your crypt. I walk up to you and cover your mouth with my own to silence you. Because right now I don't want words. I want anything but words. As we continue to kiss I feel a certain feeling rise up in me. It's the same feeling I've felt time and time again. I would usually welcome this feeling, but not this time. Right now all I want is the rush.

I begin to tear us of our clothes. Our moans and pants are in synch. When we are naked you wrap your arms around me and lead me to your bed. I move my lips from your mouth to your neck. I nip and bite at the soft skin behind your ear. This causes you to let out a low growl, and that growl tells me that your need is growing.

Now that I'm laid out on the bed I open my legs and make you an offer. Which you accept post haste. I feel your slick fingers quickly prepare me for the act, and with a thrust you enter me. The feeling is something new to me, but I think it's just what I need. The slight burn of pleasure/pain is just the roughness I was looking for.

As I watch you pound in and out of me I suddenly see something in your azure orbs. It's a look of desire and need. I start to nave doubts about choosing you to fulfil my needs, but when you brush across a magic spot within me I forget everything.

My release rushed through me like a tidal wave. When I feel you go still above me I knew that you found yours as well. When your body relaxed you collapsed beside me with a content sigh. As you begin to speak I'm almost afraid to hear what you'll say.

"Xander that was great. You don't know how long I've wanted to do that." You continue to pant as you speak. "Now that I have you here I think I've enough courage to say something to you. Xander I think I ..." Before you finish I interrupt you.

"Spike don't say it because I don't want to hear it. At least not yet. So please do me a favour and Don't Say It."

I Want Love by Elton John/Bernie Taupin

I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

I want love on my own terms
After everything I've ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I've seen so much traffic

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

So bring it on, I've been bruised
Don't give me love that's clean and smooth
I'm ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I've had enough

A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love